Kerr’s Universe

Ever since 3 weeks ago when I had to terminate my leave, things have been on a downhill…i’am getting more restless and increasingly bored by the minute. With the few exceptions during my yoga and salsa class, or when i’am watching certain tv programs on cable, life seems to be getting more and more unbearable…i guess after the sudden disturbance to my intended schedule, life has just lost its direction and i’am quite lost at the moment.  It would appear, my lazing and buming around has caught the attention of my parents and they have somehow singled out the one thought which I fought so hard to conceal…i’am lost.

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Indeed,  not having anything to do, the ability to watch tv or play comp games, sleep for the whole day does  sounds pretty enticing at certain point in our life, especially when we have mutliple deadlines to meet, or there huge unhappiness or stress at work. However, trust me…there’s seriously isn’t much here and i really feel like i’am wasting my own time, yet…there isn’t anything particularly constructive that i would want to embark on at the moment…somehow…

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Having stayed up late everynight, refusing to sleep  at the right time…look at it, its already 1:33am in the morning and with nothing else  better to do, i might as well go to sleep, however, i’ve already slept much in the afternoon and seriously not tired at the moment and this  create a vicious cycle, as i would wake up feeling rather lethargic for the rest of tml.

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Hey, go  get a life, yeah, but it would seems that everything else requires just that much more energy or effort that I don’t seems to want to dabble in it…procrastination has definitely set in…with a touch of laziness…

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Well, i better think of something fast…else i might just rot to death…

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