Day 2 of my vacation
Still didn’t managed to start my exercise regime and its already mid week as I’am penning this blog. Doesn’t bode well, I shall try harder tml. Nonetheless, I’ve embarked on the building of my jigsaw puzzle today. Boy it was no easy feat, I took the easiest part of the jigsaw puzzle and still didn’t managed to do the whole thing…didn’t know how Amelia did it last time, she just spent less than 1 hr and she has one difficult corner in place. Guess, there’s also skills and talents involved in jigsaw puzzle building, and I’am quite sucky at it.
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Well, it wasn’t the only sucky part, in fact, the slow progression in jigsaw puzzle building was the okay part of the day. After I left the house for my salsa trg, everything started going haywire.
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First, I met this mad lady (okay, nearly mad) in one of the departmental store around Chinatown who happened to be one of my "client" before. For those, who knows which line I’am in, you would understand what I meant by "client". Well, I tried to ignore her, but she was railing at the top of her voice. Though I managed to suppress myself not to pick up a fight with her on the spot, once again, she totally spoil my day as always when I had to talk to her everytime in the past. Hey man, I have nothing to do with her pedicament and maybe if she would understand that I have already helped her alot, she would not have behaved in this way, and then again, she was the one who got herself into that fixed last time, not me, I was merely assigned to her, so come’on…give me a break already. I hope I would never have to see her, ever again.
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Well, perhaps due to that, I wasn’t exactly in the right mental state when I went for my training and probably that magnified all the problems I had and it was a disaster man. More or less the whipping boy for the night, everything that I did was wrong and of course, with that, comes the screaming…well, can’t help it if everyone else was relatively more okay than you are, isn’t it? Tough luck. Hopes it get better by tomorrow, since that’s when the performance gonna be. If not, okay, let’s not think of the if not.
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Definitely need a swim tomorrow. There’s just so much angst and unhappiness inside me that I need to get rid of. Also need to brush up my mediatation, always have a difficulty trying to concentrate and I think its getting much worse. Hopefully, I can used this 5 weeks to calm my soul. Well, ming tian hui geng hao. Smile. 
