Update on Long vacation
After logging in my last blog, I realised that I have not blog for a span of 11 days. That’s quite a record considering the fact that my blogs were never more than 7 days apart since I started blogging a while back. Furthermore, I’am not on hols, isn’t it ironic?
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It’s certainly ironical as I definitely don’t feel that I’am on a hols right now. Instead of work, Salsa trg as taken first priority in my life over the last 2 weeks. Daily salsa trg starts in the evening and ends when the night kicks in, about 1/1/2 to 3 hours practice depending on the availability of the other team members and the studio.
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Its definitely tiring, but well needed and I certainly can’t complain, since everyone else except me gotta work and its really tough on them. Emotions get high (especially mine) when things doesn’t go the way we want them and its certainly very easy to be at the wrong place at the wrong time, do the wrong thing at the wrong time or say the wrong thing at the wrong time and then find yourself being mercilessly gunned down by the person that you have absolutely no intention to provoke. Well, things just ain’t going very easy around here.
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Personally, I do not know whether I am too stressed up or too hard on myself that I’am not seeing the results that I’am supposed to see after throwing in so many hours. While people around me are definitely improving, not by leaps and bounds but certainly improving, I seems to be stagnated and rather in certain case deproving…this is very very sad news. Well, I still have one last week ahead and let’s not dwell on this anymore but put my best foot and hand forward and hopefully, this persistence would pay off in the end and somehow everything just turn out right. Wish me luck (definitely I need more than most of my other team mates…hahaha)
